I’m posting this with old art because a doodle won’t gain traction.

If you follow my Instagram I was in the hospital for almost 3-4 weeks after a failed attempt

I’m not in school right now.

I am so sorry I’ve been such an asshole the whole time Ive been on this website im sorry for treating everyone so terribly because of my own insecurities.

I miss people wanting to talk to me.

I just got so defensive at everything when I’d get called out or when something would be said to me because I felt it was a personal attack. It was stupid of me I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have taken any words to heart and done what I had done and now I suffer permanent consequences. My life isn’t worth anything because of all the harm I have caused to this community, by gossiping, riling people up, and more. I’m deeply sorry.

I tried so hard to make sure everyone liked me.

I’m sorry for ruining friendships, relationships, and more because I’m so self centered and insecure. My selfishness should not be your punishment. I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry I keep repeating these behaviors, dming people who don’t want to contact me, etc.

I’m sorry -surge.sparks