I'm very depressed reciving no respect from anyone irl and online I keep getting ghosted by people I think actually want to talk to me. I'm stressed as hell, a lot of the people I thought were my friends keep distancing themselves from me and not responding. (not cheese he's a real one) Id like to have friends my age I love my friends but their more of a support group and all college graduates/ already parents ( I know that sounds weird its a con group for ppl in the fandom) and even there I feel like an outsider. I am considering quitting band because the people there are supposed to be accepting yet no one likes me I talk to much, I'm too loud, and I just get treated like an idiot. the guy I like doesn't talk to me. Its almost Valentine's day which is where I get worse. I just don't want to be alone. I get no respect from anyone online Idk I fucking hate it