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"Why are you not like cola? you don't have a way with words like you did when you were with that boy astasia" I asked myself.
"I'm not the same person I was before. you know that better than anyone." I replied.
"How will you keep up? What do you have that cola doesn't? He's better than you for her, you should let her know." I stated, my words aimed solely towards myself
"I'll show her everything I hate about myself. I'll show her why I'm worse than cola in every way. I'll show her why I'm exactly how my 12 year old self saw me."
"how?"
"art can't lie."