I know how i drew the picture and stuff doesn't make it look like i care that much, but that's because i literally cried for almost 12 hours straight yesterday, on and off, and now my eyes are COMPLETELY and i mean COMPLETELY dry and i'm struggling to feel the emotion of sad. Is that normal? Does the sad come back? Did i drop it between the couch cushions? Someone tell me-

Also, if any of you have cats and have ways to make them eat more, please let me know. I don't know how to draw a skinny cat, but that's what Mina looks like right now. Usually she hisses if anyone touches her paws, but i've picked her up and moved her and her paws around far more than she would normally let yesterday because she's so weak. And her bones are more than obvious, it's not neglect, she LITERALLY won't eat much of anything, not puking it back up fortunately, but the feel-able bones make it hard to hold her and not feel uncomfortable.

Pray for our old kitty cat, she's older than me, so i grew up and went through phases of pulling this cat's tail up to changing her litterbox all by myself. Frankly all my life i figured this cat was immortal and would grow to become the oldest cat alive and then some, but i was wrong. :(