IN THE DARK
COUNTLESS VOICES IN THE DARK
SPEAK OF THE END THAT ISN'T FAR
THE PAIN, THE RAGE, OUR SCARS
COUNTLESS VOICES IN THE DARK
(song in question is In The Dark by In Flames: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GNco4tAhTI)
Sol absolutly hates it when he feels useless, and a fear he has is being unable to save anyone from tragedy and looked down upon (it's why he tries to get on everyone's good side; nearly people pleasing)
and he's definitely not making it better when he's trying so hard to keep a mask of bravery on, hiding his fears, insecurities, and even the face of death