Heyaa Ollie, jst wanna tell you stuff, and clear out some things to ya, and apologize I wanted to say I'm sorry for being racist to you, and being a douche to you -- especially you, because we were good friends, you're a sweet dude, you're kind and are jst a rlly sweet person, and during that like month-long drama, I shouldn't have treated you that way, and the others affected by the drama shouldn't have been treated that way either. Listen, you're special and unique, I like that about you, -

-And you have a funny personality, I like that about people, you're a funny person to be around in all seriousness, I shouldn't have said weird nazi shit while I was tryna be edgy and weird, taking my break really helped me realize all that, I was just being a dumb fuck, that cycle still bugs me (the repeated cycle of getting called out/drawing nazi shit or whatnot, backlash for that, apologizing, asking for sympathy/getting/receiving comfort, liking me again, then breaking that sense of trust--

--then repeating my actions) fuck I did it so much it bugged me, it was dumb as shit, I was just kinda rlly messed up and annoying atm, dunno what was even going on, and mental health is DEFINITELY not an excuse for doing all that shit. Schizophrenia and whatnot is no excuse to draw nazi art and say you are a nazi, be racist and transphobic to others, hurting others for no reason. I know having mental health issues does not cause someone to be a bad person -- and I just wanted to say I won't---

--ever repeat that shit again, and shittt I treated all ygs like shit really, I respect all of you guys and care for you all, I look up to ygs too somewhat, I don't know why I was hurting the ones I cared for. I'm sorry, sincerely and I don't want to repeat that shit again, All those insults thrown at you and others were empty insults, just said at the heat of the moment just to offend you guys more (for some weird ass reason idefk), but trust me none of that shit is true, I'm sorry again man, -

- Hope we could start talking again/return to normal, because I just really want to forget and get over that shit, because that was not me and that's not who I am or want to be seen as, my apologies

see I already already expressed that I did not forgive you and I have no clue why you repeatedly come to me apologizing and frankly there's no point cuz its not gonna change the fact that I wont forgive you

@Izzie are you overly ?

@Asininatty That was her, but I'm back on my own account. We're friends.

@Izzie Alr : )