Couldve done better but uhhhhhhh I got a lil lazy

Lyrics:

I kept staring at that
annoyingly ticking clock face
Through the mirror, I surely smell
the smell of a past 8 o'clock
My dead face, I'm glad it stays the same
Right beside the soaked heart
of the pink flower pot,

Their tied buds are
how very stupid

Ahh
Gonna turn into a fossil
Ahh
Want to hide them away
I've got to put on a smile
because I'm pretty much worthless
What should I do if the fact that
I cannot fill the void is revealed?
Ahh
Staying on your right,
I feel Kyu-kurarin

Let's say I fall asleep tonight
but when I open eyes,
I can't find any reason
to get myself out of the bed
In this case, when morning comes,
what should I do?

I kept staring at that annoyingly ticking clock face
Step by step, stepping back
“See you tomorrow” I mumbled
Relief came before joy
I recalled the tiny sounds
in the ray of the setting sun

How very terrifying

Ahh
You're going to find out
Ahh
I want to hide away
I've got to put on a smile
What's important will break

Though I pray for a happy tomorrow,
what should I do with this endless loneliness?
I can do nothing but moan
because sharply I, start to suffer

Ahh Rainbow painted over the sky
I want to embrace its beauty
and fail to escape from my crave for it
The things interest nobody
I don't know what to do anymore
I, kyu-kurarin

I dragged the end to my side
The withered flower buds
are so filthy
yet so pitiful

Ahh
It's going to turn into a curse
Ahh
I've got to say “I gave up”
because in my head
the noise just wouldn't stop
What should I do if the fact that
I cannot fill the void is revealed?
Ahh
Just as she says,
It's all going to end

Ahh
I'm going to be happy
Ahh
It hurts so much to lose
If it's all in vain,
I'll bear the cross of being in love
What should I do if I end up weeping in your chest?
At last, I dreamed such a dream
I'll just be staying like this