I thought..
I started thinking.
and then I started crying.
I'm realizing now how lonely I am in this world.
My family doesn't treat me well,
My friends have better friends and would honestly be better off without me.
I have no one to go to.
No one to love, and no one to love me back.
And even though people on here would say "Oh, but you have us."
It wouldn't be the same because this is just online.
Though I do appreciate all of you being here, I just wish I had someone to hold me, someone who could tell me that I'll be okay.
I need a reason to wake up in the morning.
I need a reason not to kill myself.
I need someone to love me the way I'm trying to love myself.
I don't want to be alone anymore.