i dont expect anyone to read this but minitoon is the only place i can share this. so today something horrible happened. I was telling my friends about my crush right , and they're like omg ask him out! i say, no, he doesnt even know me. And then they dont even ask me, they just hold me there and try to get him over so i can ask him out. I tell them, no, i wanna get to know them first. And im like, throwing punches and everything and they actually bring him over. Of course, im shy, so i run into the library with my friend. I stay there for the rest of my lunch. And later, they dont even say sorry or say anything or even say that they didnt think about me. THey just ignore me. And now, my crush knows my name and we have so many classes together. I dont think ill last the next day. Maybe i should fake sick. Wish me luck