this explains what happened between me and my therapist.

so i had lost alot of people i had special relationships with, and they could hold on and listen to my problems and secrets, etc. so i had got a therapist and i had told her "please dont tell"
the next session i found out she did and i didnt want her anymore. i feel like i cant tell anyone anything because: im afraid my parents wil be mad and think something is wrong with me, im also afraid to be alone because of what i want to tell people