yeah tbh they said smth a bit scary/concerning to me a couple of days ago, and she's been silent .

also uhhghh my ex is being a idiot rn I hate him, he's texting me random stupid shit

ALSOO my diet thing is a big frickin' fail because FIRST of all my stupid parents force me to eat the food they make ALMOST every dinner, and am forced to eat left-overs for dinner too!! (but besides that, I don't eat anything throughout the day)
I meann, I try to rid of the food (?) but recently it's been hard, I have to wait like either right away, a couple of minutes, or some hours so it can all regurgitate/be regurgitated. (rant mb super sorry)