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Feelings from another world /// vent post
@Min5cool_realALT
Feelings from another world /// vent post
If you're worried about me... I'm fine don't worry.
But it's just that this has been bothering me for a while now... here's whats going on . . .
So there's my friend Juliette who I've know for about 5 months now and fr she's really cool and nice and she's a really good friend. like she's always there when I need her and that genuinley makes me feel really comfortable around her... But like the more and more I hung out and talked to her... the more and more I started noticing that my stomach is sick for a while after I'm with her... and like my chest has this weird feeling when I talk to her...
This Friday was a day off from school, meaning the school was closed... Me and my friends Larry and Koilyk ( its their online names ) And also Juliette decided it would be cool to meet up at Juliette's House for the day and like, if im being honest... It was fun as fuck. But on the way to her house I noticed the weird feeling in my chest started to like... Feel weird... and i just tought it was normal... And I really did think it was! Because I never went to Her house before! But later we decided to take turns in suggesting activities or games we should do! My friend Larry suggested Mini-foot, Koilyk tought a drawing contest would be cool, I just said we could take a walk outside... but before i say what juliette suggested, let me explain the first thing...
When we went walking, we arrived at the parl near her house... we sat down on a bench nearbye, talked for a while and decided to get going to go back to Ju's house... but when I stood up, she proposed me to hold hands... and at first it seemed weird, but I didn't really mind... so yeah we came back to her house while i was holding her hand... And back to the activity suggestions,
Juliette litteraly suggested The Bottle Game, ( search it up, im not explaining it )... and like, ok, it was chill... it was just hugs... I hugged Koilyk, Larry hugged me... I hugged Ju... I'm fine with that...
But one time I spinned the bottle, Wich was my first time of the day... because juliette said like "Oh you didnt spin the bottle yet ( it was an online wheel -_- ) you should spin it" and like, Alright... but like, First it lands on me... and then it lands on Juliette... and like ok... its fine, i'm just gonna hug her like I did 11 times during the game...
but no... She took my hands and held them tight... she closed her eyes . . .
And then kissed me on the cheek...
It felt like time just stopped... I could feel my heart racing... and after that moment... I realized why i had these weird feelings in my stomach and my chest...
I finally knew what caused them...I wasn't stressed, nor was I anxious... I just knew it now . . .
I didn't know it... but these feelings... My body tried to tell me but I couldn't realize what it was
I loved her... I loved her ever since