Little vent
Idk how to start this- uhm I just need to get this out.my dad has never liked that I'm so messy and disorganized and my room is "Disgusting" and today he came into my room telling me I had to clean my room today (I mostly did a bit ago today) and while doing that he moved this chair I have in front of my desk and I had a bit of a mess under my desk and he said "Is that how a normal girls room looks?" And I normally would have just thought nothing of it but he Saud "normal" girl not just girl, "normal" girl and to me that means he thinks I'm not "normal" he always gets upset at me bc I am naturally kinda sassy and irritable, and when he gets mad or we play games sometimes he calls me stupid or smt (he always says sorry I don't care as much abt it anyway) but after he gets mad he either just tells to go to my room or is just irritable or he acts like nothing happened and the second on just.. I don't like it bc like dude. Yeah act like literally nothing happened (sarcastic) when I'm doing art and I'll show it to him and he never says anything nice about it like sometimes he'll say "oh your rendering is good" like bruh I don't care abt rendering like that and he tells ppl I'm working on rendering RN when i'm literally just drawing bc I like to draw and no I'm not not trying to improve but anyway and the other day I showed him this simple animation of a ball bouncing and he said "your getting there" this r smt as if I should know how to do everything already (at least that's how i took) or smt similar I can't remember exactly and when we were hanging out today i kept getting irritated by him and he Saud "are you still on your period?") if u don't know I just got mine for the first time Sunday or Monday,and to me that's just really rude(pls don't be mad at me for thinking that-) it just seems like he thinks that's the reason I'm irritated when its not and I'm pretty sure he didn't even ask why I was irritated and I start school soon and I wasn't in school till I went to a one day a week in person only school for 4th and 5th grade and I wasn't really taught slot otherwise (IK BASIC MATH SHUT UP) and the only classes in that school I had were language arts, art, PE,music and science so ye...