cus its js like idk i'm really js not that interested in it anymore, i mean you literally walk around in the cold, rain and or probably snow for hours with a stupid jacket hiding your costume,in a neighborhood you're not familiar with for hours while getting candy from people you dont know. And like yeah ik thats the fun of it but its js not my thing anymore. Like if people even trick or treated in my neighborhood id be HAPPY to stay home and hand out candy, but my neighborhood is majority old people or kids under the age of ten, and most parents these days take their kids to trunk or treats at churches anyway. idk, and idc if its lame of me to js stay home and watch horror movies. its not like i have a costume either, because no ones taken me thrifting either to get the shite i need to make it and i dont have a car or money yet to do it myself. and i also lowkey feel bad, bc im supposed to be matching w my friend and her grandma was making our skirts for the costume and i dont js wanna throw all her hard work away by not going, yk? fuck it, maybe i'll pretend to be sick or smth idk