I'm feeling like shit rn

I feel as if my family hates me, as if they expect me to do every single thing for them, regardless if it's simple or flat out dangerous, all because I'm a male AND because I'm now 14

Sometimes I hate being a man. Sometimes I wish I were someone but me, anyone but me, really. Sometimes, I wish I were born as a woman (I think that women have better lives than men. Which is why I wish I were to be born as a woman. And when I say "born as a woman", I mean, BORN, as a woman, not a "gone trans" thing. Sorry if that sounded bad)

Sometimes I think that society just hates 14 year olds.

I hate living like this. I hate it. I hate it so dearly.

(the two figures, the ones with the mouths on their bodies, are meant to represent my parents. The figure in the middle, the one with the bandages, is meant to represent my current state. Damaged. Which would explain the irritated eye and the several bandages. Also, yes. I did actually cry a few times while making this fucking shit drawing.)