Im losing everyone around me due to myself. I deserve this most likely. But I finally feel something. I feel hurt so bad. Im sorry to everyone. I never meant to stop being the happy person on minitoon that everyone can talk to without getting the impression im just trying to get attention. I never meant that. I love you all and I wish you guys a great Thanksgiving. Im not going to kms either. I just need a break from those close around me because I feel like im slowly becoming toxic.