normally im not the type to tell things but since im unknown yk.

so in junior year and a bit before i has struggled with sh. pretty bad. i had even stole a knife from a pawn shop.

my mother had found out and took away my...things. even my shoelaces.


being as desperate i was, without the need of the help i wish i got from mom, i made a secret kit.
didnt do as deep, but it stung like i wanted. i took the pill inside to relax..and there was bandaids id cover up so the "red" wouldnt stain my clothes.