I thought today was going to be great but something went wrong. This day is bad, but could be worse. So that means its a great day or a bad day? I dont really know. Do i really know everything that whats going on right now or whos talking back about me. I realized but maybe i would be happier if i dont know... Im thinking, thinking many things like my past or what did i do. I wanted to be popular here but not like that, idk how did i get there. Sometimes my best friends became worst enemies or i tought my friend was just joking about me but turns out he was serious. Im scared ofpeople not want to be my friends because i was wrong at somethink. I trying to say my words wisely because one wrong statement could make my relationships over. Also trying a way to keep this website safe. But atleast im talking to myself, not hating myself or hate myself for my past orders. Talk to myself like am i the bad guy or they are. I did not saw those comments about me. Should i say sorry, even i dont know i am really bad. Even i apologize, they wont care, i saw ohters suffocating like how i thought. Im scared, and scared of being scared. All of my path stops at same place, my ideas are too much for them. My personality, nationality, my gender, my opinions is being talked behind me. I wish i hear those early, but now im late. Im late for defending myself....
Is it just me or anyone is just thinking like that..?