I haven’t really opened out that much but I’m just really- really tired.

I feel like I’m going to burn out due to the amount of times I’ve tried to be good enough as I don’t think I either have any skills or talent than just being a little child that draws for nothing.
Just to say this, my drawings aren’t as good enough or hell, they’re not even decent even if people say so. I don’t ask for any pity or any sympathy since it just makes me more shitty and guilty. it’s just that I’m really tired and burnt out.
It feels like a chore other than having fun and enjoying the process just to not be dead and forgotten. I’d rather want this account to be dead if I wasn’t good enough and made an embarrassment to myself and my “skills”. Felt like quitting this website was a bit too.. dramatic for my own sanity, so I’m taking a break.


I don’t know how long I might take this break for so,

Thank you for your understandings and support.

Best regards, Raid.