just letting go.
@Cheesegod
just letting go.
It's ok to be not ok
Alot of tmi, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, it's meant to be a Christmas spirit and all, but I can't right now, I just have to finally let go of this thing, it's bogged down my teenage years. I wish I didn't have to grow up.
I hadn't had the best childhood, barely even childhood, I learned what sex was when I was playing on a Gameboy I got for my 7-8th birthday, aswell as unrestricted online access, I just wish I could've had a normal childhood, instead of worrying if my mom was even alive, I'm somewhat happy where I'm at, but I still have shit I have to worry about, horrible things, horrible horrible things to worry about, and this sucks man, I had a meltdown with my mom over it all, and I'm glad the way she took it, but I just wish I never had to grow up in the environment I did, maybe I wouldn't have done all the weird shit I did on here lol, but it's too late to change this all, so I just have to live with it, I wish I could fall asleep with my mom to forget it all, but I'm afraid of how I will look asking her, I want my mommy dude. It's not fucking funny anymore man.