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@Orchid_da_freak
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I feel terrible. i've been thinking about this for a while, I'm not a good partner to Alex, Liam, and Jacob.. I feel like i'm too distant, always listening to music and always mad/agitated. But I also think it's not all my fault. Alex and Liam are ALWAYS on each other. Jacob is never here, but when he is he's usually talking to Micheal, and sometimes I feel kinda uncomfortable around him because of what he reads.. he literally reads r*pe and thinks its romantic, like yea I've read inappropriate things but straight up r*pe and romantisizing it?... and in my friend group I can only really talk to Hazel and summer, Kaijsa is always trying to be with Alex or Micheal, Micheal... I just don't like him.. always with Jacob, and if i'm in a fandom he's not in he won't let me talk about it, but then he talks about his fandoms.. and just some past things I don't really like.. Moura is controlling, acts like shes the boss, and when I told her bout her partner SA'ING my partner she said " I would like to hear both sides of the story" so i'm uncomfortable around her. Hayden is ok mostly but sometimes he intentionally makes me mad.. But whatever.. I just want to sit down with someone and tell them a about my favorite things.... but I would feel selfish for just me talking.. Anyone have any advice?..