I continue to tell myself that everyone cares..why do i keep lying to myself?! Why does everybody use me until they cant anymore!?! I thought, "Hey, if my family doesnt care, I still have my friends!" No. They barely even remember me. "I still have my boyfriend!" He's freaking abusive. "My family?.." No..they are the same... I have freaking nobody, and I thought I at least had you all. But people barely even like talking to me. I'm done atp, nobody cares and thats been more clear than anything. I loved you all so much, so why...idk anymore, guys..ima shut up now. bye.