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IT'S THE WORST FEELING FOR ME BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO WHEN I WAKE UP BECAUSE MY GRADES ARE DOOKIE AND MY FRIENDS ARE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME (literally because I'm mostly ignored when I'm with them) AND EVERYTHING AT HOME IS CRAPPY BECAUSE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING THAT I WANNA DO WITHOUT GETTING YELLED AT FOR EVERY LITTLE THING THAT I DO AND WHENEVER I DO SOMETHING HELPFUL I DON'T GET ANY WORDS OF AFFIRMATION SO I FEEL UNAPPRECIATED AND IGNORED I'M LITERALLY ABOUT TO WAFJHIOHAVASEIPGOJWBSGWRHTNZJYMHNZGBGRWHTJZYMRHZNTEHAYMHXZHETJNYHXMXFNGZHFETASRYJDTUKFYIGJHDXFZRERWAET%SYDR^TFUKYIKHV