I don't think I'm ready to come back to minitoon, for the past 2 week i have been drawing these stupid shitty drawings and selling them for over millions which is fucking dumb of me. I don't have the motivation to put effort on my drawings and I'm always fucking lazy 2 make my drawings even look good .I always make these silly scribble drawings and ask people if they love it. (Of course they wouldn't fucking like it.) I have a freaking pile of drawing crumbled on my bed, couch, floor, and table in my room. I'm srry if I couldn't be that artist I used to be that would make her drawings look good but I don't feel comfortable making good drawings anymore and I probably got worse at it. My drawings are never good enough for me and i will probably NEVER get my motivation back to have the sprit to draw something good again.