Hey guys, I honestly don’t even know how to start this, but I need to get it out. Daisy, my lemon beagle, passed away recently. So We let Daisy and Blue outside to run around for a bit, and after a while I went outside to call them in, but only Blue came back, at that same time, I saw a 'white lump' in the road, IMMEDITANT panic, I called for Brandon, he came out, I'm already half way running to the road, and well it was Daisy—she got hit by a truck while in the road. So, we went to the cams we have, and it was caught on video, like the exact moment. I watched it happen and just… broke down sobbing. It was the ugliest, messiest crying I’ve ever done, except for after my attempt a while back.

I loved her so so fricking much. She was honestly one of the only things that made me feel better when I was down, a source of comfort. it hurts, and it hurts a lot—

Blue’s more than likely feeling it to, as he lost his best friend. Usually, he’s pretty quiet in his pen, but last night he started howling and whining nonstop. Never does that in his pen. I think he’s just as messed up about losing her.

I don’t think I can do this anymore. I feel lost, We recently moved upstate, but we have a shitty landlord, and Megan says we are already in finical problems with this house. I miss Daisy, I miss my cat- we had to leave her back at our old place- I miss my home, cause this place sure as hell ain't what I want to call home.

Anyways, just a lot of things building up at once, anyways, I'm taking a break from Minitoon, I will be online some on disc, and Manga's place, idk when I'll be back- probably after the summer is over, much love pooks. Pride Month was a flop for me, oh well. <3