i wasn’t diagnosed yet, but i’m showing a lot of symptoms that indicate that i do

the day before winter break, me and my friends were at lunch, playing with a bunch of smarties and crushing them up until it looked like crack. then there’s this one friend who laid out the crushed up crack-like smarties on the table and i was curious what happened if we snorted it. my friend snorted it first after he laid them out. he didn’t react to it, so i wanted to try snorting it. of course, it BURNT like hell. not knowing the negative side effects that come with snorting smarties because i am a little degenerative. @Sybau69 warned me many times to not do it. but i did it anyways. they knew that snorting smarties would be risky but i was too obtuse to realize. “oh aurora! you shouldn’t have done that!” i know, i’m stupid and my curiousness got the best of me.

after just one day, i started feeling sick. maybe it was the december flu or something idk. but then i actually started getting sicker and sicker. my appetite was thinning out to the core where i wouldn’t eat anything, i felt like i was going to throw up, i struggled to breathe which was super rare, my chest hurted a LOT. and it was so painful to the point where i asked my mom to make a doctors appointment. i felt like my lungs were about to explode inside of me. i haven’t gotten any better despite my efforts.

i’m still sick at home right now, and i’m trying to breathe. but i’m going to the doctors soon. hopefully it isn’t severe otherwise i would have to be hospitalized and won’t show my face at school for a while. or i might have some other chronic illness other than pneumonia. so yuh✨