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whats the true meaning of life?
is it having kids?
making money?
or being a slave to the goverment
acting like obident dogs
following their every order and rule
so why not jst leave it all behind
rot away
leave all you love in care abt behind
well thats bc if yu kys
ur friends
and family will be sad
they might go into a deep depression
and kts to..
but then again..
who cares..
its ur choice
its not like i care enough to stay eaither
the thing abt su1s1d3
is it hurts others
yu write ur notes
yu clean ur room
you hang out with ur family one last time
till its all gone
ngl im going crazy
like im going to die
but i dont care
i spend hours crying in the snow in shorts hoping ima frezze to death but dont..
and ngl im tired
my head hurts
by body aches
i feel like im throw up
but i jst smile and act happy
im also tired
of ppl
ppl telling me
why aplogize to him they messed up not yu
yu relize i have no care for myself i have a huge HATERED FOR MY SELF
I DONT CARE IF IM HURT I ONLY CARE IF OTHERS R
IK ITS MESSED UP
BUT ITS HOW I AM
I APLOGIZE FOR STUFF I DIDNT DO
TO PPL WHO SCREWED ME OVER
NO MATTER IF I DID SMT OR NOT
but yk its whatever X3