I understand if people get annoyed with vents, so I will delete this post in the morning for those that hate the vent dumps.





Today was my birthday yes, but it was upsetting a bit..I ended up having a small breakdown because I realized that this day is the only day where im treated in my household like I matter and I know that when this day ends everything will go back to normal. Why can't I feel special everyday?.. I also have been getting ignored by a bunch of my friends, Everybody barely even talks to me now. My mental state had been getting better as of recently but I'm falling right back into my depression. I wanna do sh again, I wanna be gone from this earth, I feel like.im not needed. People just use me and I end up looking so stupid in the end. I feel like people I used to know don't care anymore. I feel exhausted from so many things. Ive bern dealing with family problems and stuff behind the scenes and Im unsure what to do at this point. I love you all. Remember that. 🖤 You all are loved by me. <3 if I end up making that mistake of taking my life, remember how much I love and care for you all. I'm not saying I am now because I'm trying my best to stay positive and remember things will improve and get better but it's really hard. Im trying. Love yall. Have a good night. ♥︎